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Mani, Grade 10

I look at the list of boxes and can only see myself fitting outside of their rigid lines
Squeezing into their tiny spaces seems impossible 
My skin would surely spill out over the edges if I tried 
My pencil nears the dreaded other 
Hovering above 
It stares back at me mockingly, daring me to conform 
Challenging me to choose one 
Be one 

For nobody wants to listen to a detailed family origin 
No one wants to need to pause, hesitant before they begin to describe you
Be simple 
Be pure 
If you are a mutt 
classify yourself as your most prominent breed 
But what if what you are is not how people see you? 
Like throwing a pink sock in with a load of whites 
One painstakingly small thing bleeds into everything else 
Dying it, consuming it, becoming it 
Hiding everything that was not strong enough to resist being engulfed 

A guilt that follows me if I make a selection 
Which ancestor will be neglected today? 
Not carried forth in the existence of their great-granddaughter Who is forgotten because their kin is ashamed? 
And wants to belong 
Would they ever understand? 

I am pulled in many directions 
Some paths have a stronger tug, 
A firmer grip 
A softer touch that makes me inclined to follow them 

Which am I? 
Which do they want me to be? 
Which do I appear to be? 
Which would most benefit me? 

I am a shapeshifter 
The middle section of a Venn diagram 
can not be molded into all 
But can be applicable to most 

Is it even important? 
Just be 
But to be 
without a proper handle on your identity 
How lonesome 
How faceless 
How other


LAND ACKNOWLEDGMENT
We wish to acknowledge this land on which Branksome operates. For thousands of years, it has been the traditional land of the Wendat, the Seneca, and most recently, the Mississaugas of the Credit River. Today, this meeting place is still the home to many Indigenous peoples from across Turtle Island and we are grateful to have the opportunity to work and go to school on this land.*

*The Land Acknowledgement may evolve as we honour our commitment to Truth and Reconciliation in partnership with Indigenous communities.

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